For the past three nights I have had dreams where I was either about to have sex with someone or I was in the middle of having sex with someone when something would happen to Hoover dam (the equivalent to cockblock) me from having an orgasm, even if it were in a dream.

I think it is my minds way of telling me that I don’t deserve one or something. Sigh.

I am the worst sore loser. If you beat me I literally won’t talk to you for 2 days and wallow in my self loathing and hatred for not being the best at everything. It’s truly harmful to myself and everyone around me so I am sorry ahead of time. 

What I plan to do in the next couple of months: 

1. Write a really, really, really, really long post about my experiences during high school
2. Finish season 8 of supernatural
3. Start watching the Office
4. Start watching Doctor Who
5. Finish playing GTA IV
6. Finish playing Skyrim (lol)
7. Roadtrip to Rory, Annie, Alveeraa and Des
8. sllLlleEEEeeeEeePPP
9. get a job

i am so sick of being in this house i just want to cry

i haven’t worked up the courage to start writing my reflection of my high school years

i am kind of scared to look back and see how everything has changed but i am excited for the future 

so i have been watching season 8 of supernatural (now that the season is all finished up) and i don’t understand the hatred and dislike for the season  as a whole??

i find the show to be refreshing and interesting and there’s a solid plot and we got to see Kevin and Charlie and I just enjoy it.

Yes, shit happens again (When doesn’t it, really?) but I really enjoyed this season so far. It’s been enjoyable and hard to watch at times (feeeeels) but  that’s how I like it :3

my internet keeps going out so i’ve had to restart the same fucking supernatural episode three times because it wouldn’t buffer anymore and i think this is my internet telling me that I should study for my AP Human Geography exam that I have tomorrow sigh sigh sigh

DO YOU ALL UNDERSTAND

THIS IS MY LAST TEST

LAST ANYTHING

OF MY HIGH SCHOOL CAREER

AFTER THIS TEST I GET TO GO HOME AND I DON’T EVER HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL AGAIN AGAINST MY WILL

I AM FREE

I AM FUCKING FREE

The thing I love most about us is that we can’t ever watch a movie in its entirety without a whole slew of interruptions of us talking to each other or kissing each other or me being a butt and acting like i am going to sleep.

I have thoroughly enjoyed watching every movie you’ve shown me

even if I didn’t know half of what was going on or I spoiled it for myself by saying my predictions out loud or spent the majority of the time licking your arm and elbow

i hope you enjoy watching movies in my company as I enjoy watching in yours. xx

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHERE I CAN WATCH THE LAST RECENT SEASON OF SUPERNATURAL ONLINE PLS PLS PLS ?

You just make me so happy and I am glad that I got to see you today. 

Finished my portfolio for AP Studio art and it feels so lifting that I have done all I possibly could have done. My teacher praised me with how much I have blossomed this year even with the fact that I walked in blind. It made me feel so proud of myself and I can’t wait to see what score I get!

Rory: “whAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY???/????//349??? s..LUShHIE??” 

It was the cutest thing ever and I laughed for at least 10 minutes.